Monday,Monday....

So, this morning is not off to a great start....up most of the last couple of nights with my little boy....now he is coughing and I think it is either his ears or he has croup....I was all upset thinking I had to takehim to the Er becuase a phone call  last week to the new dr was odd and I was told they would not see my kids unless they had their records....so today when I called to check and see if they had received them I asked her what to do er etc...I was told oh no whoever you spke to was wrong we will see your child without records if they are sick, just cant do well checks!  well that makes perfect sense and I breathed a sigh of relief and now am just waiting for the nurse to call me back to schedule an appointmnet.....I am so tired, I feel like I need to sleep for a whole day to try to catch up!  The hardest part is that on one of these days my mom would have come over to hang with thena so I could rest, or to give me a break for an hour....but now I dont have that. I am not complaining, I am just realy needing that break and its hard. I will be fine, I am strong and the Lord wants me to grow here on my own and I know I will.
Today will be a struggle. tired mom, sick boy, and a very tired grumpy jealous girl.... after we get caleb squared away we will start working on keeping thena asleep and in HER bed past 5 am!  On the bright side there should be some good napping going on in our house this afternoon!!