more honest than I meant to be

Ok, so I know it has been a couple of days, but I have been busy, and at the end of the day just too tired to sit and write about my day  :)
So, today, well this evening we are having another party for mr caleb....my parents are here, and christopher,julie,alex and aunt diana will be coming over so it will be fun! yesterday I got to spend a little time with my brother and sister in law which was a nice treat- they are really busy and stuff so we dont see each other as much as we would like, but still more than when we were in vt!
so today I have already got some cleaning done, been to the grocery store, and done a few other things...I am ready for a nap, but no, not today....still have to bake brownies, finsih cleaning,do a little laundry,and of course decorate for later..oh yeah, and get dinner started for everyone!  Please dont take that as a complaint, I love that I am home to do these things, I am just struggling with my daughters attitude, and it is emotionally draining for me day in and day out...she really has a mean streak in her that at times, I will be honest, I want to smack out of her, but I thankfully have some self control!  I pray about this both by myself and with her, but I just havent seen a change, she is mean to caleb-flat out mean, and trys to be mouthy to me....I know this is hard for her and she misses her grammie, but that is not an excuse for bad behavior...how long will this go on??  I think I struggle more with her becuase her and I are so much alike that we but heads anyway....
ok, well I have rambled on longer than I thought so, sorry....if any of you has advice, I am happy to read what you have to say.....
I will post pics and stuff after tonights party!